Hi guys, i'm quite busy with my school of comics lately. I have a lot of assignaments to do so it's kinda rare that i can do something for my self enjoyment like i used to do before. Anyway during my free time i'm working on a new Fanart of Kingdom Hearts inspired by the one of the KH Compilation of Square-Enix. It's kinda the same only with my style and my way of coloring it. It'll be finished in a few week i guess. Not sure about this, i have really a lot of stuff to do.

I've published 2 Comic Pannels for a Free Magazine directed by a friend of mine that will be released in like 1000 copies in Abruzzo - Italy, when the Magazine will be avaible i'll upload these pannels on my Deviant Gallery though they aren't anything of special, i'm working for a third pannel for the next issue of the Magazine and thanks to God this one will be like 100x times better of my first two since i had more time and tranquillity to do this one (for the First two it was a race against the time since the Editor of the Publisher anticipeted the delivery of the magazine stuff on his hands of about one month... so the first two pannels especially the second one looks really crappy... sighs...).

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Ciao!!!!!!

I begun the International's School of Comics and i feel really satisfied about the first two lessons, my teachers are really awesome and i'm working on the exercises they've given me to train my skill, especially anatomy of the human body since i lack of bases about it.
Besides the happines of having begun finally something that i love to do, there is always the damn feeling of incompleteness that chains my heart. I mean, most of my friends are already working or they're studying at the university while i just begun something new... i haven't find even a part-time job to raise some money actually... i really should look for a job... It's a sort of feeling that makes me feel guilty that i can't contribute in some way to the wealth of my family. Dad offered himself to pay the school while i wanted to use my money and jeez his head is so hard that i can't convince him to let me pay it by myself.
This increase my sense of feeling guilty...
F**k i'm 22 yo and i haven't still worked... yeah i used to work as a volunteer for non-profit organizations but i've never brought home moneys earned by me.
Maybe i just think too much... I always says to the other guys to do not think too much while i'm the first one that does it.
I truly hope to achieve my dreams, to finally draw someday something that will be published... at least one volume...
Besides that anyway, when the star fades away the stray dog remains alone in the dark, i really need a bright star that shines on the sky lighting up my path... I'm tired to walk by my own under the cold sky... i want a star that constrict me on her warm hug....

Stupid Sadness Get the Fuck Off of me.

I feel kinda depressed this period. I'm waiting with anxiety the beginning of my Comic's School (23rd October) and lately i feel a bit discouraged about my art and my drawing skills. I'd like to improve more, i'm training a lot with CG and the Wacom Volito 2 but probably i should return to the friend Pencil and the pens instead of doing almost everything with the PC. I like how my drawings turns out using Photoshop but probably for what i'll be doing i need to return to the paper and the pencil...
Anyway...
Need Support .___.